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Wednesday, 07 January 2009

  • Ashamed

    What Have I Done To My Body...The Temple.

    I Should Not Be Living Like This.

    The Day Of This Earths End The Lord Will Come And Make ME New Again. Perfect In His Image!

    Straving,Puking,Fasting Is Such A Selfish, Worldly Human Activity/Sin.

    I Know All This Yet, The Desire Runs Rampant...

Saturday, 13 December 2008

  • 6

    Shame On Me.

    I Want Nothing More Than To Wither Away Into Nothingness This Christmas Season. I Deserve Nothing. I Always Feel Guilty About Obtaining Gifts.

    But I Do Know My Heart Is Torn Between 2 Lovers And Its Exhausting Me. I Wanna Make Boy #2's World Make Sense. And Im Afraid To Fail.

     I Eat Healthy, Far Less Than The Normal Human Being, But I Feel So Weak In Comparison. A Day Without Some Kind Of Food Aversion Would Be Nice.

    Take Care

Tuesday, 09 December 2008

  • 3

    I Really Need To Add More Friends To This Account. *Whine Whine*

    Well It's Tuesday. In T-Minus 10 Hrs. It's Hump Day And The Official Countdown Begins To The Most Difficult Final In History. (Or So I'd Like To Think) I Think All This Stress Might Be Helping With The Weight Loss. I Mean Theres A Good Few Hours Between Meals And The Constant Presence Of Butterflies Doesn't Give Me Much Of A Desire To B/P.  I Do However Drink A Crap Load Of Diet Pop And Water Like Its Nobodys Business Cause If Im Drinking, I'm Peeing And If Im Up Peeing All Night I Might As Well Be Studying.

    I Can't Wait Until This Weeks Over And I Can Start Exercising Again. Anyways I Better Get To It.

    Suggest Me Some Friends...For You Few Wonderful Individuals That Do Visit My Page :)

     

Thursday, 04 December 2008

  • 2

    Thursdays My Off Day.

    I Entitle Myself To This Day, But The Chances Of Me Not Feeling Guilty Are Always Slim.

    I Guess You Could Say I'm A Restricting Bulimic.Most Days Of The Week I Set A Limit, Thursday I Go Wild And Purge (As Well As Down Laxatives) It Drains Me But Takes Care Of That Compulsion And Motivates Me For A Few Days.We All Have Our Kryptonite.

    I'm So Overwhelmed With Exams. I've Got Animal Anatomy Coming Out My Rear End, If I Could Just Get The Intergumentary System Down Pat, I Need To Practice Adminstering Meds, And Forget The Ingredients Found In A Science Diet. HAHA

    Suckin' It Up

    Take Care

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